Jan 8, 2012

My outburst...finally!


This fancy hen might be that of the diamond eggs!
Look at their exotic  food ...... 

Please read this and may all god illuminate us all.
This is an outburst and a clearing of my own after some terrible gossips spreading out around...
For two years I sent Dyckia seeds to a guy in USA...a continuous flow of them.
The guy would grow them and sell the plants and send me  a share of these sells...
Guess what?
Each time he sold anything he also had an "unexpected" expense: "I sold  several plants. My pet is ill I will take my dog to the veterinarian two hour away from here, do you want money?"
And this was each time he knew I knew he sold, a new expense emerged out from the blue.
I always declined ...he is my friend and so on...friends should do so, I thought... Then all of a sudden after many,many, many expenses I said I WANT MY SHARE!
He emailed back declaring I was owing him 200 USD. Can you figure out this?
You should see his counts to believe , among some items I should pay for the warming expenses of his whole house.....
How come? He never sent me a  dime!!!! He sent me  a 30USD Postal Order valid only within the American Territory, I had to spend more of my money to send that thing back to him.
I said it is enough! I will sell myself the seeds I produce and stop being used by this clever smart soul.
I was the chick of the golden eggs and he chased me away...his greediness  chased me away....
He says he send my share only if I say I´ll keep on sending him my golden eggs... What a mind!
 I am the one who was allured and alluded. I owe nothing and I can sleep fine.
He also  said he knows I am GAY in a subrupiticiuous way of blackmailing me.
I am proud of being Gay! The very best in the world was gay!
The greatest generals, the best writers, the most important scientists,  doctors, actors, philosophers, thinkers, painters, musicians...the cream of the cream on human geniality was deep gay!!! 
This is no shame!
My debtor lives in the most advanced country in the world, lived in New York City and has a mind no larger than a  dry wrinkled raising. 
He says  My English is bad an I know that. Does his Portuguese is as bad as my English is or any other language? I live in a third world country and in a country not half as developed as his and My German is as bad as my English, also is my French, my Italian, my Spanish, my Romanian...
Ah , how I dreamed of living in Southern California........Brazil! Brazil! My adorable under developed home, my beloved third world country...I am proud of you!!! You gave the opportunity to be as and what I am and I am proud of being so.
Being gay here in my country just add to the curriculum vitae and homophobics go to jail!.
I am not alone! Not alone in every sense...I have  friends in America, Paraguay, Uruguay, Italy. German. France, Portugal, South Africa, Thailand, Birmania, New Zealand, Australia, Papua New Guinea, Salomon Islands, Venezuela, Russia, Japan...it would be easier to say where not....
I love them all....
My outrageous debtor: I am  a gay man...you are not gay and neither a man!!!!

Remember, my debtor, many of those who read this are gay! 
Many of the people you do business with are gay. 
Remember the reason you did not visited that guy in LA area? Cause he is gay and is married to a gay . But believe: they are genius in every sense, they both speak several languages even Portuguese and as fine as I master it. They are kind, intelligent, educated to the most and highest level and I am proud of them!

 I apologize myself to the visitors and I beg them their pardon for this outburst of my own..but I could not go on without this..simply ´cause I can not be affraid of  a fool, fool, foll  mind  like this.

Be blessed!

Constantino Gastaldi  57 yo
constantinog@terra.com.br
55-47-3425-8085 home phone number


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